A few people have commented or asked about why I haven’t really written anything in my blog. I have updated it by adding a few photos here and there, but not really updating it with any insights that I’ve had.
I brushed it off with a quick “I’ve been busy”
I usually updated my blog when I was feeling something. Feeling happy, feeling sad, angry, etc.
To be honest I haven’t felt much lately. Been sort of this monotonous stage in my emotions. At first I just thought it was sort of this clump of things happening in my life all at once. Too much for me to handle so I sort of shut down emotionally. But I really took a deeper look into why I have been feeling so …. balanced in my emotions.
Never in my life has Good experiences been balanced out with bad experience in my life so much. Almost this Yin Yang effect of things happening in my life. Leaving me confused to either be happy or sad.
I suppose you could say its a balance….. But I like to feel each thing….
I am a passionate person. I thrive on emotions whether it be good or bad. I don’t like this sort of limbo feeling that I am having.
I’m hoping that by starting this entry … in which I haven’t updated in a while… it will help me sort out some of my emotions and open these closed doors.
